Chance!!!

Walking away and forgetting you
Choices I made which I cant undo
became too proud,stubborn and cold
You talked, reasoned and cajoled
I didn't listen, made up my mind
Everything you said was declined
You cried, you fought for Us
but, I believed it was bogus
So, I left,I ran away from you
Choices I made which I cant undo


Now years later, when I look back
My decisions, My deeds and setbacks
I don't regret it, but I ache
Because I  made a huge mistake.  
I was impulsive and selfish,
what I did was entirely foolish
I never explained,Why? to you
Choices I made which I cant undo




I didn't explain, I was afraid
that u will laugh at whatever being said
But, I regret,I didn't even try
I didn't give chance to you accept or deny
I played safe, saved my heart
I believed, its best to depart  
didn't take the risk, to ask and tell
thats why,now I live in the hell
I don't want you back
I just want a chance, to tell you
Choices I made which I cant undo

Woman....

Wife and friend

Often gracious daughter

Mother like a sister 

Amazing girlfriend

Never one, just multifaceted

Concealed emotions

Simpler truths

  complicated lies

We are cloaked 

it is a disguise 

When anger in heart

 silence is sought    

When tears in eyes

 on lips smile is brought

When anxious in gut

 forced sureness in stance

When love felt throughout

 deliberate ignorance in glance

When disagree with someone

  just  Keep it mum

When don't believe in someone 

  merely play it dumb

When there is wrong occurred 

  closed eyes

When there is right defended 

 nobody complies  

Simpler truths

   complicated lies

We are cloaked 

 it is a disguise 

With every lie

 truth is mislaid

With disguise 

  humanity is dead 

               

  

To each other

It was evident in your eyes
I saw, the moment,u left
The Regret....with each other


It was illusion,we created
I inferred,the moment, u left
The Love....for each other


It was tragic, we endured
I felt,the moment, u left
The Deceit....to each other
  

Quit?

                

                                                                Questions asked

                                                                Unanswered & left

                                                                Induced anxiety

                                                                Triggered Death wish in me.. 

                                                                             

Prayer

 

  A silent prayer,of a homeless child

  Looking at iron gates,and wishing to be inside

  No toys, no clothes and not even sweets

  That’s not what she wants and her heart needs

  She wants to hold pencil in her hand

  She wants to write on paper not on sand

  She wants uniform and sing a Morning Prayer

  She wants to play in the ground and be a team player

  Though she lives on the streets and begs for food

  All alone, she struggles, to earn her livelihood

  Yet, those small hands are wishing to reach sky

  Nothing matters when you aim high

  Simple wish to learn and to get educated

  Without any objection let it be granted

So....

His words were emollient

For my battered heart

It was derelict

From people’s bogus love

And vulpine support

My plethora of trust for them

Made this pain inevitable

So I cried, So I cried

Yet, I couldn’t kiss life goodbye

Cause I believed in good things

And in my good deeds ,

So I waited, So I waited

For my angel to come

And to heal my pain

And give me a reason to smile

And to sustain…

As he entered in my life

He revived my heart

With his benevolence

And unconditional love

So I laughed, So I laughed

Again….

Me

I stopped writing
I really don’t know why
Did I forget to weave words?
Or my emotions went dry?
So, without words I lived for a while
I didn’t liked it, I was sad, mad and rile
I kept on telling myself I can’t write
I left my ink, pen and paper out of sight
For time being I felt fine
I went out for dance and to dine
Yet, there was void in my soul
I was together but not whole
I heard my heart and its simple plea
That something was missing inside me
I looked for an answer or little clue
To find out, what I need to see through
And it suddenly dawn on me
That I have to write , to just be me….